‘Letter of Forgiveness’ and other works by Alvin Fogleman

Graphic for community entries for the Signal Tribune’s Literary Art issue. (Samantha Diaz | Signal Tribune)

Letter to my Inner Child

I’m not sure if this is possible.  
I’m not sure an inner child exists within. 
I have looked within that mental room and found nothing.  
Shadows cast upon bare walls. 
Echo’s reverberate with each breath or step. 
It is as if those memories were fluid 
Leaking out over time. 
Expelling into the ether.  

There is an absence of an inner child 
No memory of one lies hidden. 

I had not the opportunity to exist within the world 
Childhood was stolen. 
How could an inner child exist.
 
Forced to adapt into adulthood 
I but a mere child 
Wandering alone I found those rare moments  
Childish one might even say 
Chastised, beaten and told to act my age 
Was the compliment of each day. 
A child in age 
Though no child resides within. 

Any indication of an inner child dissipated 
You may even say drained away 

There is no inner child here. 
Just a Man finally acting his age.
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