‘Seventeen’ by Arlene Plata

Graphic for community entries for the Signal Tribune’s Literary Art issue. (Samantha Diaz | Signal Tribune)

Arlene Plata is a freelance photographer from Long Beach (Instagram: @plata.photo) and the mother of a cat named Frida. She loves writing for fun, but her goal is to *finally* complete her BA in English.

Seventeen

sitting on the concrete
outside of Jack in the Box
it’s mid-April
you look like a girl but you sit like a boy
(mom always said)
your arms resting on your knees, your feet apart

it’s sunny and warm
but you’re wearing a black zip-up hoodie
over your polka-dot tank top
you’re busy concealing your arms yet
the cup of your bra is slightly exposed

and you’re making that dumb face
where you scrunch up your nose
and stick out your tongue –
it’s that face you make
whenever you’re uncomfortable

you’re uncomfortable
‘cause you’re usually the one taking pictures
but your friend takes your camera
(a lifetime later, you’re extremely grateful)

and you’re uncomfortable
‘cause the guy you were in love with
just called you boring annoying and weird,
and worse, not to your face

you’re twice that age now and you think you’d be over it,
but remembering still makes your stomach turn

and some things don’t change,
you still make that face
and you laugh at the fact that you always felt fat
but you were ok

you still take pictures and you’re still kind of weird
but you’re ok
Life is ok
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